THE GIRL IS A LEGEND HERSELF






She was never accepted. Neither by the society nor by her own friends. She never knew the different stages of pain,the only stage of pain that she knew was INTENSE PAIN. No, she didn't have any bruise, she's not physically hurt, yet she's in pain that she cried everyday, she always frown, she didn't feel like living.

She wanted to end her life but had no courage to do so. She always lived telling herself that people get along together depending on your attitudes.Yet everything was upside down for her where everyone gives her weird stares whenever she walked towards them, some even teased her whenever they walk pass her. She is a purely kind hearted teenaged girl. She helps those who are in need, and she'll end up getting emotionally hurt. It didn't happen for the first time or second time, it happened always! EVERYDAY!  She even feared living in the society. 


Being fat and dark skinned wasn't what she chose to have. It happened, she was raised telling that education matters more than the appearance but now,eventhough she's one of the smartest students but she's not being treated like how other girls are being treated.




Few months back, the guy whom she always had a crush on, approached her out of nowhere. Just like all other teenage girls, she not only got surprised when he approached her but her heart started to jump in happiness. And just like what she expected, he actually just came to tell her that he already is in a relationship and requested her to stop developing feelings for him. It wasn't her mistake to like someone. She didn't develop her feelings because she wanted to, it just happened and she couldn't control it. Crying became a routine. She wants to be pretty and slim just like most of the girls, but she just can't.



"They see our beauty to develop feelings on us", was what she kept on telling to herself. Whenever she asked her guy friends if they'll talk or be in a relationship with an ugly, fat girl? All they said was, gentlemen hate discrimination. Afterall, when it happens for real,they are still going to look for beauty first, and that's where the conflict in her life happened. Is this life? We were all born as normal human beings with no discrimination,so why do we grow up discriminating people?

And that's when the little girl in herself said, that she is now looking good in her own way,She doesn't have to prove this to anyone else and she does not need anybody's praise about her look. With that faith and belief,  she led her life happily and that's when she realised, its her own thoughts that'll influence her life. She stood up against all the discriminations,negative talks about her. She now has that confidence that she can and she will live her life the way she wants it to. The time she trusted in herself  is when she became the LEGEND of her own life!







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