The First Time She Met Him,She Saw A New Life 💜

[DAY 1] You are the one. He is just the one! The first time she saw him, her heart pounded like never before. She could see all the butterflies around her. "NO! STOP IT!", her soul screamed so loud that she stopped day dreaming and kept on walking. She just felt like the ground lost all its gravity but no,it didn't,the world is perfectly fine."Over thinking creates unwanted thoughts",she told herself. She still remember, with that jersey, with that smile he just pierced into her heart and she could never take him out.

[DAY 1656] It's been 1656 days since the first day she met him, nothing changed...except for where they are right now. She still sees him the same way she saw him on the first day and he's still there not even knowing her existence. 

He's not the guy who is very good looking or neither is he so handsome that everyone will wish to own him. He looks fine, but something about him, makes her smile every time she sees him. Something that she is never able to figure out what it is. She'll just wish or even pray at times to see him because in just less than a second, no matter how bad her mood was, she'll smile for no reason the moment she saw him.

She liked how he gave that little smile when she first approached him. 

She loved how things settled that she's still able to see him after years.

She knew she'll never get together with him. Everyone gave her the confidence to never give up in her feelings towards him. She,herself, sometimes wonder what is love. She's not that dumb girl who does not know the definition of love but she just couldn't understand how people can love someone in just seconds and then fall out of love whenever they want to. How can it be so easy? She didn't want to end up the same way.

She was happy with how she was. She didn't fear problems. Her only fear was about losing him. Sometimes she'll just stare at him from far and think how great God is to have created him.

She likes the way he walks. 

She loves his hoodie so much.

On top of all that, she loved the way he comb his hair although it looked uncombed. She loved

everything that were not supposed to be loved. After all,love is blind. Right?

[DAY 3723] Now, he just confessed his love to a girl...right in front of her. She was able to see how much love he had for the girl in his eyes. She still sees him with those eyes full of love and a mini palace built in her heart just for him. And there he goes, to the love of his life, to someone who is now his world. She did put the fake mask on. She smiled widely, wishing luck for both of them. She's broke,she's dead inside. She hid all the cracks. Her love for him is still there, untouched,just the way it is since the beginning. Now that she looked into the mirror and whispered to herself, "Enjoy the pain,you loser".