LIFE IS TASTY

10/4/2016 It wasn't as easy as  I thought it'll be. Trust me, I tried. I tried to avoid the sight of you,I tried to act normal. I did, I did act fine. It wasn't an easy act like how easy it looks. With a kind of feeling like thousands and millions of butterflies in my stomach, it was super tough to pretend like nothing happened. 11/4/2016 Woohooooo!!! Such a blessed day that you didn't appear in front of my eyes. Stop lying. My eyes were just wandering around looking for you while I was pretending to be having fun with my friends.Where did you went to? Fine,you would have been here if you'd known these eyes are looking for you every single day. Your friends were here though.Where were you?Uurrgghhhhh. 12/4/2016 WEEKEND IS HERE AGAIN, I DID NOT SEE YOU AT ALL TODAY. IT'S FINE,I'M STILL BREATHING,I HAVE MY OWN LIFE TO HANDLE. 13/4/2016 Durrrrrr,I was studying fine......why did my brain and mind left the syllabus nicely and pulled you i...

They laughed at him. Being in this 21st century,in midst of people with tons of skills, abilities and especially, intelligence, there's still existence of this 😎😎outdated mindset that has remained from  the last century where it's shameful for a boy or a man to cry. ON TOP OF THIS, WHEN ONE CRIES THERE'LL BE THIS JUDGEMENT; WHY IS HE CRYING LIKE A GIRL? No...just because he cried, he is not a cry baby, he's neither a girl, he is also not being childish.He is expressing himself, he's a human being too, he has feelings too. At times, he doesn't know if he should express his feelings worrying that he'll be judged. He does get hurt. He does breakdown.  He had gave up before. All because, he's a human, he has feelings too.     He was in a relationship with this girl when he was 18, too young to be in love, thinking it was going to last life-long, he blindly put himself into a trouble. She was a real ludic, she was extremely gorgeous. ...

"Dad,are you still there?.....for me?"  You were always there being the shoulder for me to lean on but now, where have you been? Why is your hand holding someone else's hand when it's supposed to be holding mine? Why are your eyes tearing up for her when your heart is supposed to be happy for me? Why are you pushing me away every time I come closer to you? Why do you talk to me only when I'm about to leave and not when I was down? How can you completely trust an unknown lady that you knew for a fortnight but not me,who you knew for more that 10 years? Why are you letting me be alone now when once upon a time, you struggled so much to make sure I always have a company? Is it hard for you to talk to me?But weren't you the one who used to loved listening to my voice? Am I burdening you with all my rants? But weren't you the one who asked me to let you know whatever that have been going on around me,from A to Z? I have always wanted to ...

"This classroom is BIG!!!,"Anna quietly said to herself as soon as she entered that huge classroom. She is an introvert with a sprinkle of extrovert,at times. This is her first time attending to a tuition with such a big classroom which can fit almost 70 students. Big enough,isn't it? As usual, with her eyes looking down and with an emotionless face,she quickly made her way to the last seat in the classroom. She wondered how she is even going to concentrate from a seat which is so far away from the whiteboard but at the same time, she doesn't really talk well to people and she doesn't know how to keep a conversation going. And yes the only thing she is good at is to be a reserved girl,who keeps herself entertained by talking to Mr.Mind Voice. When she was just quietly using her phone, a super skinny girl walked towards her, "Can I sit here?," she asked."Yes,sure". Days and weeks passed by. It's been almost 5 weeks since she has been ...

[DAY 1] You are the one. He is just the one! The first time she saw him, her heart pounded like never before. She could see all the butterflies around her. "NO! STOP IT!", her soul screamed so loud that she stopped day dreaming and kept on walking. She just felt like the ground lost all its gravity but no,it didn't,the world is perfectly fine."Over thinking creates unwanted thoughts",she told herself. She still remember, with that jersey, with that smile he just pierced into her heart and she could never take him out. [DAY 1656] It's been 1656 days since the first day she met him, nothing changed...except for where they are right now. She still sees him the same way she saw him on the first day and he's still there not even knowing her existence.  He's not the guy who is very good looking or neither is he so handsome that everyone will wish to own him. He looks fine, but something about him, makes her smile every time she sees hi...

Every time she whispers "NO,YOU CAN!!!KEEP GOING!,"...She will end up giving up,she just can't. To forget whatever that happened to her, to forget whatever she went through was really hard. They were all not fair yet she didn't stood up for herself. Yes,it was her mistake for not defending herself but she was never given a chance to talk. Despite all that happened, there were still some who came up to her to give her a hand, being blindfolded, she just remained at her position not accepting any help offered by anyone. After quietly going through and accepting whatever that happened,  NOW, she can no longer withstand the pressure that were being put up on her. She decided to begin a whole brand new life, she decided to be the one who will conquer her,she will never let the past rule her thoughts. Whatever that happened, happened for a reason...it can be either to teach her about people around her or to just make her even stronger,mentally. Whatever it i...